Ready...

On and off, I have played this game, I bring you near then push you away. We met in our youth and through it all, you have been at my side, sometimes in the shadows. I realize that on many occasion I have hurt you, wounded you...only to come back into your life wanting a fresh mercy and your love. I have questioned your reality and your love endlessly. My heart is glad when you are near. I need you. The time approaches and my senses are heightened to my longing. I desire you. I seek you. I want a love with you so deep and intimate. I am Ready! On June 24th, I will be baptized!